Welcome to the FIRST EVER advice post on Sammon Says!!!!
Thank you to “Spineless in Seattle” for writing! Here goes…
Dear Kate/Sammon Says,
I’ve always struggled with failure. And the fear of that failure has determined how I live much of my life. I’ve recently decided to make some changes – primarily by doing the whole “fake it till you make it” thing. And that has generated some sporadic success. But I can only keep it up for so long before I stop believing my own bullshit. I know the kind of person I am when I’m “on”. And that person is amazing. But too often I give in to my negative inner monologue and manage to talk my way out of a good thing.
I’ve realized that I need to build some confidence. And faking it has only taken me so far. When I’m feeling confident, I can do things I’ve never done, talk to people I’ve never talked to, and am able to enjoy life in a way I never thought possible.
But that confidence is fleeting. And I’m struggling to find a way to build a lasting sense of self-worth. Even when people tell me I’m great, my ears process that info but my heart never listens. I find myself ignoring praise only to fixate on my shortcomings. I want to make a change.
That’s just some background info. I guess my question is: how can I build lasting, tangible confidence?
– Spineless in Seattle
You don’t sound spineless at all. In fact, you sound quite spiney, like a person concerned with self-development. You’re not lost, you just need a strategy. And while it may seem off-base, “faking it till you make it” is a start and it isn’t the worst approach. It just shouldn’t be your only approach.
Here are some things to ask ourselves periodically for the rest of our lives:
- What are you putting into your life?
- Who are you surrounding yourself with?
- What kinds of experiences are you giving yourself?
- What are you doing for others?
Find the you in each of these answers. Find what gives you purpose. Purpose is meaningful and substantial. Meaning and substance aren’t fake. The more substance you put into your life, the less you’ll feel a need to fake it.
Failure is the big monkey on your back, the thing that keeps you from yourself. When you find out what matters and what you want your life to be about, you need to accept that you will be bad at some things at first. And that’s okay. Failure is okay. Expect it. Prepare for it. See your failures as part of your success. Failure is necessary.
As for your question about confidence- it’s as simple as this: What we put into our lives is an investment in our own self-confidence. It’s a muscle. It’s something you build. You have to move it, exercise it, make it uncomfortable. The act of risking failure is building the muscle of self-confidence.
My favorite part in your message was, “And that person is amazing.” There’s so much hope in that. You know what that is? That’s confidence. But remember that no state of mind is lasting. Your confidence will ebb and flow. The goal is to have it stick around on a more consistent basis, right? That requires work, self-awareness, and patience…all traits found in most amazing people.
You’ve got this.
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